Forum:Not the right place for me?

Very recently, I have been thinking about my place with in the Halo Fanon community. I have come to the realization and acceptance that my articles are one of the worse on this wiki, lucky enough to not grace the title of Non-Canon Friendly (NCF). I have been re-reading many of my articles including from my Grey Team Trilogy and Halo: Desolation (LHF) and find them horribly atrocious in my eyes, mainly because I am not very creative and my imagination is not quite stable considering the fact that I have many ideas thrown around my computer for current or future use that I may never use, modify or get rid of completely. I also have the habit of continuously changing, altering and recycling [as I did just two days ago with my crumbling and failing trilogy about ] my work in hopes of making it better or more organized where instead it just makes everything worse that it should be. Basically what I am saying, is that I do not feel welcome here and that I feel that I taint the quality of Halo Fanon that so many users have built up since January 2007, by creating pointless, terrible and disorganized articles to satisfy my not-so-creative urge of Halo fan-fiction.

This may just be that I am still emotionally and mentally destabilized from the loss of a family member that was extremely close to me, and that my depression has seeped its way onto my social media outlets where it does not belong and others should not have to deal with, so I apologize if this is annoying for you to read.

From a fellow Halo Fanon user stuck in 'writer's limbo' LoyalHaloFan 21:45, January 6, 2014 (UTC) --